So I have been thinking/worrying/feeling guilty even about a possible situtation that has come my way. I not quite sure how I should fill because it is really the first time it has happened to be on such a scale as this. So to set the scene, I am about to graduate college with a less then stellar GPA and my dream was to go into the Military for flight school, but did i choise the wrong major. Anyway I am right on the border line for being able to be excepted into their program, however I have a secret weapon. While I was in high school I had a really awesome coach for my swim team, so awesome in fact he helped me drop over 20 seconds in my 500 freestyle at once. He was a Navy Seal Captain, thats Col. for those of you non-navy type, and took me aside one day and told me that in college if you do well you can do anything you want. I took that to heart and i feel have somehow dishonored my coach because I have not done well. FastForward ->> I am not less then a month from graduation, I have one day of classes left and I still wish to be a military pilot. My Coach, now is a Rear Admiral in the Navy and possibly might give me some help to get into Flight school. BAM! Guilt, right there. I feel guilty for help, I feel guilty becuase the help he might give has, i feel, not been earned. Its like the first time anyone has helped me. Now to my friend I do understand you guys have helped me many many a time but this time I feel like its different, so please dont take offense. So what do I do? How should I feel? Why does it keep me up at night? Any thoughts?
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